Quarter Life Crisis

I am in the middle of a quarter life crisis! I have been tellin people that i am going to be movin to Europe next year and the first question out of peoples mouths is why? Well i am going to tell you why, and tell you what is goin on in the middle of this crisis.

It all started a few weeks ago when i was analyzing my life determining what i am to do with it. Do you remember when you were younger in elementary school and you knew exactly what you wanted to do with your life. I remember the question that was asked by many, "what are you going to be when you grow up? My answer was to be a professional football player and to some a super hero! Those days were so easy! So full of energy! So what is the difference now? Well its obvious if i were to tell my friends and family i wanted to be a super hero or a pro. football player no one would take me seriously. they would laugh and tell me that out in the "real world" i couldnt get by with such a dream! that education and a good career is whats important. Dont get me wrong im not sayin they arent cause they are. The problem i have is tht these kids grow up and the thing that makes them happy to dream about is shattered by the reality of this world! These kids have to grow up and realize that their dream of being a super hero is just that a dream. Now alot of kids dont have problems with the transition and most seem to know what they want with life but what about kids like me who have no clue what to do with themselves. I am in the situation where i am surrounded by people but feelin singled out. i am among friends but feeling out of place. if anyone can relate awesome! but for those that dont get where i am comin from congrats! you know waht you want in life so go get em tiger! I want to live life the way i want to live it. Not how everyone says it should be lived or how the world says we should live it. I want to look back on my life in fifty years and be happy that i experienced what i did. I am sure everyone shares that same desire. I look at what i want to do in my life and one would say where is the time for family and career and though those things are important i will not ignore my desire to be adventurous. I want to see teh world and be free of the demands of reality for a time. i want to call my own shots and tell myself where i need to be and what to do. That is why i am going to move to Europe. i want to see Europe and learn of its history. I want to go see Japan and the secret places of asia, I want to be envied by people everywhere for my freedom. So i am leaving for a time to discover what the world has for me and if it by chance isnt for me then finding out what is will be an adventure in itself.

ps. im posting it without editing so sorry if i offend any english majors or somethin

I was Scured!

It has been a few days since i last posted an entry so to ALL my fans out there especially my sister Alyssa, it must have been heck to wait for this next entry! I was traveling the last two days back to Rexburg, ID to start another semester at BYU Idaho! WOOPDIDOO! not really but i have to endure it. Well i had some freaky experience before a came up here so check it out! on Wednesday i had a dream! Before i tell about the dream ill explain some things why this dream was so legit! I was lookin for a ride back up to Idaho with little success. Well i guess that is all i need to explain. Wednesday night i had a dream i was travelin in a blue surburban with a guy and his parents and we were in a accident which left all of us seriously injured or dead. I dont really know cause i woke up before i could see what had happened but it was a bad accident! So when i woke up i didnt think much of it. Well the very next day i got a call from this guy named Carl. He told me he had a spot available to go up to Provo, Utah. I told him fo sho! He proceeded to tell me where he lived and how to find his house for Saturday. As he was tellin me where his house was he mentioned that i would know it was the house cause there was a "surburban" in the driveway! I know right!? Well it gets better! I again just shrugged it off as nothin. Well Friday night i was hangin out one last time with my sisters and a couple of friends when they all decided to watch the movie Premonition. WORST MOVIE EVER! anyways after watchin the movie my mind was thinkin about the dream with the blue suburban and how Carl had mentioned a suburban in his directions, and after watchin that movie i started to question if it were possible to see the future in a dream! so i was starting to get a little uncomfortable! So i told my sisters and we all were like WEIRD! Well we decided to go to the house and see what color the suburban was! so we go street by street till we are in front of the house! GUESS WHAT COLOR THE SUBURBAN WAS!? YES! IT WAS BLUE!!! Freakin shart my pants right there! By this time my sisters are tellin me not to go and to wait till Monday to fly and i was like heck yeah! i dont want to die! it was freakin eerie! So we got back to the apartment and i called Carl just to make sure we weren't drivin the suburban. I called and asked him what kind of car we were takin and he told me that it was not the blue suburban and therefore my nerves were calmed and that was the end of that and now i am safe here in Rexburg and not dead! but crazy right?How would you have reacted!? It was pretty intense!

New Years Resolution and The secret about Victoria's Secret

Well i think i will also put my normal blog entry for the day with my new years resolution, so listen up! Once again its somethin that just doesnt sit well with me. We went to the mall today and i was exchanging some pants i had got for christmas. I went with my sister Alyssa, her friend Jeena, and my good friend Rachel. While i went to exchange my pants they all went and did some shoppin. They bought some bras from Victoria's Secret! Attractive that is all im goin to say, but anyways as we are on are way back home Ayssa asked Rachel if she had tried them on to see if they fit good! I was blown away by this question! ill tell ya why right now! I asked if you really could try on stuff there and they said yes. Now get this! Victoria's Secret is kinda disturbing now. People go in everyday and what if they try on some stuff and dont like it? where does it go? back on the shelf! what is that! Bras all dirty with boob residue! nasty! Girls you got to think about this stuff cause i wouldn't go try on jock straps heck no! Does this not sound kinda icky at all to any of you? well it does to me, tryin on under wear that people have tried on, talk about up close and personal!

Well 2009 is about to end in 10 hours and 47 minutes so i have decided to take the time and maybe think of some things i actually want to accomplish this upcoming year of 2010. I think first off is get a 4.0 in the semesters i am studying. I have never had a 4.0 in my life so i think it is a very good goal to set. That takes care of education. Money wise i have never really cared about money and im not a materialistic person so pretty much all i want this year is enough to support myself and pay for the bare necessities. Dont get me wrong i would like some of the cool tech stuff and all that but do i need it? no so im happy. Well movin on to Love. Love isnt my playin field cause it hates me so i really dont have any resolutions this year when in comes to love. would it be nice to have it yes, but with my luck is it goin to come? probably not. Now one thing i can do is get my fat butt into a gym and that is what i am going to do. this year of 2010 i want to lose 20 lbs and 20lbs in year is very achievable so starting this year i want to go to the gym. Not everyday for now cause every time i say i will go everyday i dont so i think im goin to start out with a few times a week and we will see how that goes. I want to eat healthier as well i think that will contribute to my weight management. No more eating entire pies in one sitting or ordering tons of Taco bell. Man im goin to miss 2009. Anyways i want to become a better person in every aspect of life. I want to be a better friend, a better brother, better son, Better student, better employee, and better follower of my faith. I wont go into details with those goals but pretty much i want to be a better individual all around at the end 2010 it might help in the love area of my life. But yeah anyways those are my new years resolutions for this coming year. pretty exciting huh?

What is so gaga about Lady Gaga

Ok well i was gettin worried today cause i had not come across a topic of interest to me until like two minutes ago. First off i was playin the game the Sims 2. Surprisingly a lot of you wont know what that game is. but that isn't important, what is important is the obsession of sims players over lady gaga! I will admit i didn't even really know who she was until today! yeah sad right? or i could prob count it lucky. i don't really know. well anyways i was sittin with my sister lookin at characters that people have created! hahaha readin over that last part it kinda sounds pretty sad that our only entertainment was to look at sims characters people have created! Well as we were lookin through all these characters we saw some really good ones like the Harry Potter Crew, Angelina Jolie, and Mathew McConaughey. What shocked me and even annoyed me was that on every single page we looked at there at least was someone who created Lady Gaga! I would expect people to go crazy over Twilight charactrers, Michael Jackson, or even Barack Obama! Nope! Lady Gaga is the obsession. Come on people! I dont think you could have chosen a more worthless hobby to fill your time! Why? that is all i ask. It was a very annoying waste of time lookin at Sims characters! haha and yes i could have done somethin else to better fill my time but in reality there is a reason why people all over the world pass there time watchin youtube videos or watchin marathons of saved by the bell! Its because i believe even though we can do something productive and should do somethin else we are sometimes content at being bored. Boredom becomes entertaining and we cant help but but waste hours doing stuff that makes us more retarded.

Rubbed the Wrong Way

Well I am new to the blogging world so i really don't know what to write or post so i'm going to do this my way. So if any hardcore blogger happens to read this and be offended about how i'm retarded to the blogging world,I'm just tellin ya right now i don't really care what ya think. So with that said let us begin!

I was taking a shower the other day when somethin rubbed me the wrong way. Not that kind of rubbed so dont get ahead of yourself. I was taking a shower in the afternoon and without payin attention i sqeezed body wash into the palm of my hand. i was goin through the motions of applying shampoo. So after it was sitting in my plam for a second or two i realized that is was body wash! whats the significance of this you ask? I started to think about how strang it would be to apply body wash to hair. It was unnatural and even in a way disturbing. It just soap right? But anyways i then recalled seeing on TV Gillete advertise a body wash and shampoo in one! IN ONE! and this is what rubs me the wrong way! In my world i have a hard time grasping the concept of this. I cant really explain why it doesnt sit well with me. That is the crazy thing about it! they are both substances that clean our bodies right? Maybe its because i think each have different ingredients, one to clean hair, the other to clean the body, and the idea of them bein together is weird. Like putting mayonnaise with peanut butter rather than jelly. I don't know. Or maybe its because my friend ruined the possibility of me accepting this by tellin me that when he takes a shower he washes his hair with shampoo, and when he rinses it out just lets in run aver his body for his body wash. disgusting right? Or maybe i think showering should be less lazy. two bottles! is it really a hastle to use both? or maybe its because i like using a loofah sponge and the idea at putting shampoo on a loofah to wash my body gives me the wiggles? whatever the reason may be i don't like it and it rubs me the wrong way!